Leave um as thoughts

As the frustration of the apartment carries on I seem to recall more and more stuff that has been lost. I thought about Mathew, Elizabeth and Sarah this week and recalled the photos as I know I will never see the kids, now adults, again. That is when I remembered I must keep these thoughts as thoughts. I can see how people get consumed and depressed. You really need to be aware of your mind and how it can torment you if you allow it. Good night. Only one more day! The days might be long, but it helps make the weeks short and thank goodness for that.

Final call to the PLD

I called (irate) the property loss department, the !’?@!’ Bank division that I have to deal with to pay off the loans after the fire. I did loose my temper and swear this time and was reprimanded with the threat that he would hang up if I swore one more time. I ended up stressing the point that the process is a mess and that it needs to be fixed. He basically stood on I sorry. After venting and giving him a bitch session I concluded with you can not help me and there is nothing you will do for me. I really would like to see the rule makers get stuck following the bullshit rules and regulations that they put in place. I will not vent here again, but look forward to this shit coming to an end.

Damn banks!

Called again today to see where the check is. I sounds likethe bank did not follow its own policy. The check was postage mailed to another Wells bank to pay the LOC. It has been paid as of Nov 10th. @ $6.15 per day, that is $120. Of course I will complain and not have them care. I will be asking for a certified check for most of it to get into another bank. Did bills and everything will pan out.

The tanks have been started. The trees are gone and the tank is at about 5 feet. Told hoping to go another 5 or so and make it a little bigger. It is dark when we get home so no pictures until the weekend.