As the frustration of the apartment carries on I seem to recall more and more stuff that has been lost. I thought about Mathew, Elizabeth and Sarah this week and recalled the photos as I know I will never see the kids, now adults, again. That is when I remembered I must keep these thoughts as thoughts. I can see how people get consumed and depressed. You really need to be aware of your mind and how it can torment you if you allow it. Good night. Only one more day! The days might be long, but it helps make the weeks short and thank goodness for that.