Looks like I may have got my head out of my ass! I have a shitload of mesquite that I can cleanup. I will sharpen my hatchets, get an axe and use the cordless saw to take em down. Then I will put em in the truck and make a pile where they are obtainable by the friends that said they want some. Ingenious. OK that makes two tasks. Better than nothing, I will get on that tomorrow.

Planning is worthless without ambition!

When you do a job like cut the grass or till a garden is it rework when you need to rework it a few days later? OK not the grass as it is growing, but the tilling may have been able to be completed in the one day, maybe. Oh well. The problem is that I really do not feel like I am making progress in anything! If i just find little things to do so i feel like I am accomplishing thing. What could I list to do that I will be able to check off? Small thongs, not like fixing the garage. Small things that give the appearance that I am actually accomplishing many thing. I think it is because it feels like life has stalled. I think that the fire caused these feelings and hope to learn to overcome these mental issues in the near future. Like always tomorrow is another day. I am thankful that my problems are small and overall life is good. I just need to remember this and quit being a both so often.