Test kicked off at 930a and ended at 1130a. We went home and then out to the farm.
I kicked cut the lawn for a few hours and then came in.
Day: March 17, 2017
Mind
I’m hungery, thirsty, tired, frustrated, anxious, nervous and a little afraid.
Really wish this the test was over as so much has started running through my mind.
The human mind with all its splendor and complication and when it comes down to it, just another animal brain.
Fight or flight!
Sleep
I did not get a lot of sleep last night. A few more hours and the test will begin.
PET
They called about the PET scan tomorrow and it is another $600.
Grrr.
Ride
This most recent ride in the roller-coaster called life started on Feb 14 2017. As I read the date I realize the 14. The mysterious number in my life. So many things on my life have revolved around the number 14. This is not the first time I recognized the number 14 crossing my path frequently.
To name a few.
The 2 dates around my cousin wendy.
The 2 dates around moving back to Wisconsin.
The date of my father in law
The date this began
14 June
14 years old
14 October
14 February
14 August
It is true numbers can skewed to fit most desirable or undesirable outcomes, but it is mysterious when they just appear to exist.
Sleep would be a good thing. I’ll try again.